Monster

It was the scaries thing i have ever faced. With the memorys that got through that wall that is in my head, i saw the monsters face. It was me. It was me throwing the memorys at myself. Like a war. There was not a winner this time. But i know that one day there has to be one and i know i will be strong enough. So the monster is chained up in a box with millions of lockes. Tell the day comes to face that monster once agien

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test

The monster came out of its box. It was only for a moment but it seemed like i life time of torcher. The monster knives that pushed through my body. It was chained up like a rampid dog. It was all a test. It was one question. “Are you strong enough?”. No. I am not strong enough. Not yet, but one day i will be.

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the Locked box

The shadow were you lock it all away. The big box that seems to not ever be full enough. 1 door that has millions of tight locks. The one emotion that i fear its exitance. Pain. The stabing from the inside. The monster that drives people crazy. The one that lives in our mindes. The memorys that you can not bair to forget but are slowly killing you inside. All of it. In my locked box. I am so scard of the day it opens.

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one thought

When i think of him it just makes me smile. I cant wait for school to start so i can just go to my 2nd per. And talk to him

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Had a great day!! i went to the mall w/jonah and karen!!<3 i didnt get to see him today though: he prob drove some were cooler then were we went or stayed hom with his lil sis like a bum!XD well i hope it snows!! and break is going to be awesome!!:D

Had a great day!! i went to the mall w/jonah and karen!!<3 i didnt get to see him today though: he prob drove some were cooler then were we went or stayed hom with his lil sis like a bum!XD well i hope it snows!! and break is going to be awesome!!:D

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I held your hand today.it may be a little thing to you but it was the world to me<3

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what the fuck?

Really? You yell and punish me for telling them what they were suposed to do in the first place? What the fuck? And you dont say shit to them? No wounder there growing up to be such bad kids. You dont put them in fucken place like you always did to me!! Were in the hell r all thoes rules that i had? Were the hell is that im just ganna tell you that ur really a pain in the ass adittude you always gave me? What the fuck did i ever do that made me so fucken diffrent? For you to treat me like im a fucken pain in the ass. And you wounder why i hate leaving my room. All i hear from you guys is” see wat you teach em? All the bad stuff?” No i dont teach them shit cuz i am aparently to stuped huh? Fuck that. You are almost never home. You dont deal with the shit i do.

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HAHAHA! Fuck you then!XD

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hey you.

Could ya answer a question? I barly know you but why are you always on my mind?

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Haha

You scare them? Ha im not fucken scard of you:) your like a lil puppy. Ya bark is biger then your bite. You dont know shit. You act like you do but haha you are nothing. Is that what you are trying to use? Fear. Haha i will never be scard of you. Not agien with that belt of yours. You think that earns you respect? Haha you dont have anythin on me. I dont feel that pain. Haha scary huh? That all i do is laugh at you? It beceause i dont really have anything at all that i really care about:) and thats not bad. It makes me free. I dont care what you think of me. What you do, hit me, your words, follow my every move, take things away?all i will do is laugh cuz i cant care anymore. I will never fucken fear you. I will never give you that fucken sadisfaction. You do not deserve my fear of you. I dont even fear death. Why would i ever fear you? Haha

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breaking dawn part 2 <3 C’,:

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i Hate you.

i don’t just hate you. i despise you. you don’t know shit about me. you think your so good, that your so right all the time. do you even take the time to know your own kid? to know how she lives? you don’t even ask me how my day was. you put so much pressure on me. i only get 4 hours of sleep at best and you know what i do? i study. i “apply myself” i know i am working hard! why don’t you? hate you so much. i want to leave. just run away. i will stay at my grandparents. i will live with the people that do love me and listen to what i think. Listen to what i say.who i can talk to for anything. you don’t know anything about me. and you think taking away the dogs will be a punishment? ha for all i care it is a gift. less for me to worry about every day. take away my bathroom? ha OK i hated cleaning that place anyways. so thank you! thank you Dad for being a dick and taking away  the little work i have to do at home. i didn’t need any of it. take away whatever you want because nothing hurts me more then you not knowing me.

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fuck u

Stop being such a jack ass to me. I didnt do shit to you. Stop being such a pussy. Gosh dang ya think ur so cool you and ur lil followers? Ya guys just look like a bunch of dumb asses to me.
t(-_-)t

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